saturday was a fun-filled, successful outing(:
i hope you had fun, i hope now you no longer have doubts about everything.
or anything at all.
it's hard to say how much you mean to me.
or how important you are to me.
it's hard to express- words alone.
because it's overwhelming...
it's hard to trust your words of assurance.
hard to even say "i believe my importance".
but, those were of the past.
i'm glad i made the choice.
i'm glad i stood firm.
for now, i've no regrets.
regrets are truly terrifying.
like how i regret writing 9B instead of 4B in my choice of stream.
this sunday's the results and i'm praying hard.
many times i've said this, "our journey through the dense forest ends here".
i believe we've a clear path to walk on now.
doubts come and go.
24thjuly,12th oct. they're just times where it did come.
but lingered on.
if doubts ever surface once again,
leave me a call.
i'll mollify you till they vanish into the deepest oceans,
into the beds of the seas.
but;
i just hope i dont exacerbate the healing wounds-
those of which are non-superficial.
those which are inflicted under skin,
by me.
sometimes i feel so bootless.
unable to assure you, no matter how much you have.
unable to soothe you of any troubles, weariness, or anything else at all.
Ab ovo, and till now;
your importance will stay.
this much...
or more.
i promise. our memories will never be branded "old memories".
but shall always remain "fresh"
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i miss my friends from 2M BADLY!):
DANCED- 10:54 PM